I don't want to wait for you. This is fucking bullshit.

"Am I looking at days, weeks, or months before I hear from you?" I didn't bother waiting to see if the message sent. I am so tired of getting no reply from you. I am so sick of you just jerking me around.

Why do you do it? Why are things this way? Why can't you fucking relax and then I can fucking relax and then we can fuck and relax together? Why is everything so fucking difficult?
I am crazy. This is making me crazy. You can't be around me because I am too intense. I feel too intensely. I feel things for you too intensely for you to handle.

I am angry. I am angry because I want you and for some reason I just can't keep myself away. I don't want to feel crazy over anyone. Especially not you, who would rather sequester yourself away than care.
I want to be something genuinely special to you, but you refuse to acknowledge that such things exist. I want to be different to you, but if you say I am then you also say that everyone is different to you. I am not something that shines in your mind but you do in mine.
"Crazy is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results."
"Crazy is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results."
"Crazy is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results."
"Crazy is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results."
"Crazy is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results."
"Crazy is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results."

Crazy is me wanting you.